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About Me Member Pseudo-Intellectual theysoundlikerobots19/Male/Canada Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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change is a sound

Mon Jan 14, 2008, 6:57 PM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Boats and Birds - Gregory and the Hawk
  • Reading: The Dharma Bums - Jack Kerouac
  • Drinking: peardrax
I've never been so busy in my life before. To be honest, it is very quite frightening. I now pull two jobs, a full time gig at Tim Hortons, clocking about 46 hours per week and my new job at the Canada Post Office located inside Shoppers Drug Mart, as a postal clerk. These past few weeks have been insane and it doesn't particularly help that I now have an entire textbook of knowledge that is required for me to be able to reproduce at any given time. Some how I've been able to scrape together a makeshift work ethic in a very short period of time, but its only a cheap splint.

Ah well.

I guess my big problem at the moment is just that I'm very tired. All of the time. It makes for a very unpleasent, short-tempered Ryan, also a very uncreative one at that. Perhaps I'm comparing myself unjustly, therefore jading and tarnishing my "art" before even writing it, but I have a definate problem with the way my poetry flows. It all gives the impression of being too forced, over exaggerated emotion. As if I'm placing too much emphasis on sounding a specific way, that my words are erected like stone walls, rather then falling from my mind like a rythmic snowfall. However, this is me that is speaking, as such, I am probibly overanalyzing such things to such excessive extents that I'm already far past doomed.

Just as long as next week brings about better days, that's all I ask.

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: My parent's house
  • Interests: cigarettes, pretending to be a poet, daydreams of rockstardom.
  • Favourite movie: Ghandi
  • Favourite band or musician: At the drive-in, Sigur Ros, Botch, City Of Caterpillar.
  • Favourite genre of music: ryancore
  • Favourite poet or writer: Charles Bukowski
  • MP3 player of choice: CD Player
  • Shell of choice: spike
  • Favourite cartoon character: pintsize (from Questionable Content)
  • Personal Quote: "a bunch of sad lonely motherfucks, starving to death for their art."
  • Tools of the Trade: pen, paper, wordpad, lighters, dreams.

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:iconcorpseyouup:
moar.

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naked + violent
the end of america
:iconotterhare:
RYAN I MISS YOU COME BACK TO MEEE
or at least get facebook or something. so we can be communicatin'.
:iconotterhare:
YOUR EYELASHES ARE AMAZING
:iconotterhare:
well look what the cat dragged in ;P
welcome to dA, kiddo
(about fucking time!)

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